100th POST

yup... check it out.. my first 100th post... not much idea wat to write actually... hmmf... simply not a clue... will drop by when i can thnk of someting sexiting... anyway... my prague pix are on kodak gallery, and they are free to view... drop me a message and i may... ahem ahem.. add u to my list...actually i may as well use tis post as my prague updates... ahahhaah a bit long-awaited.. but better than nuthin... so here it is...can't possibly add the whole album here, so i will put the ones that i thought its nice and fun...
this is one of the train/metro/mrt/tube station in Prague.. one of this station is used by andy lau leh.. heeheehaha... see.. its here.. the title of his movie: ARMAGEDDON, which was made in 1997.
anyway.. moving on... this is dirty dirty dirty snow... yup... its disgusting...
this is a view of Charles Bridge from the other side (the next bridge) ahahhaa wanna know more a bout Charles Bridge check it out on http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_bridge
then we drop by the sex museum and discover some hmmmf... interesting 'tools' used in ancient time... OUCH!
these are chasity belts for boys and girls.... scary and painful looking... here, its one of those stimulating machine used for arousement i guess... then here, u can see the differnt type of sizes a dildo can get... its HUGE.. GIGANTIC.. scary looking... seriously.. it looked like the size of a baby/foetus... anyway gays used them too.. check out the size of my hand to one of them on display...
next we moved on to mozart's fave opera house. this is the statue of one of his famous opera, Don Giovanni.
the super long escalator... longest and fastest i have ever had...
couldnt resist gattin a picture of this funnie looking road sign...


it is FREAKING cold.. up on the hill visiting the castle... but the snow was everywhere.. :) heehee... more pictures are on my kodak gallery... so drop me a msg, and will invite u to check them out...

flutter flutter the fairy passes...

a lil' fairy princess drop by today to my blog and left a lil' note. very sweet and nice to hear from her/them... so i thought i should put up some of the pictures i took of this fairy princess when i was living with them for about 2 weeks...this is the time when she sings "yue-liang-dai-biao-wo-de-xin" we just came from our ballet class, and on our way to Daisy and Tom (her fave' haven) and at Daisy and Tom, she urged to put on the robe and crown.. i told her she could only put it on and stay still for as long as she wants. obediently she did, for a good 2 mins, and she said, "that's enough, take it off"
then... well, it was the world cup fever... can't help it... here she is... trying on her first ballet slippers.. awww... the lil' ballerina-to-be spinning around in the living room... and her obsession with long skirt... and when i say long... it means really really long...

exciting news!!!

1st news: remember previous few posts ago, i ecstatically mentioned that one of my student, kimberly andrews, passed her intermediate ballet exams with distinction... well, 2 of my other students who also did the same exams passed with splendid flying colours, one scored a merit, and the other scored distinction. I was terribly proud of them, and for their hard work... kimberly and rebecca, who both scored DISTINCTION, scored 77% and 80%.
2nd news:my ex-classmate, clare hamilton was at the royal opera house today, at 1pm (uk time). and she was looking at the ballet magazines, and guess who came up beside her... well, needless to say, EDWARD WATSON. here's her text message to my mobile over million of miles away...
*hi edward watson is in opera house shop with me !!!!* followed by *he was wearing jeans and trainers and he looked as though he had done class i was looking at pointe magazine and he came and stood right next to me...*
i think i probably faint at his feet if i were to be in clare's position... hahaha... it will be so surreal for me... then again... i probably can't stop myself from stealing glances at him... and just simply admire this dracula-looking human standing next to me.. hahahahaha

sunshine sunshine vitamin D

A fun day at the beach... gettin some Vitamin D and sodium!!! it has been a while since i last visited sentosa...

heehee....

while i am surfin the net, for my daily dose of ed... guess wat i found??? Ed Watson and Lauren Cuthbertson on a postcard, selling at the Opera House Store... woohoo.. i am so happie.. cannot really see his face, but nevermind... if you are keen.. visit: http://rohshop.org/ then search under: BALLET then RB then GIFTS then POSTCARDS. Both ed and lauren are in this pose, from Romeo and Juliet.

CARRIE BRADSHAW???

hmmf... words have gone around, and one of my ex-classmates of mine... found out about my publications on Ballet.co.uk... i was trying to keep it as mum as possible from people from school. I thought it was something embarrassing, because of my english being not articulate enough to be on par with the elite professionals of financial times, dancing times, dance europe, etc... anyway... so, she said to me... i am CARRIE BRADSHAW of the BALLET WORLD... hahahaha i thought that was funnie... and hilarious... one writes about relationship and sex... I just babble about dance... if only, i have her financial power, and her never-ending wardrobe (almost like the one in NARNIA), i probably won't complain.. hahahaha... and of cos i can do without mr BIG, or any of her guy interest, which I personally thought none of them was interesting, apart from the very 2nd last guy, Mikhail Baryshnikov... hahahaha the one who acted as the russian/french artist.

mtv movie awards 2006

i am so pleased with this year winnings for these 2 categories... BEST KISS - Heath and Jake's Brokeback Mountain, and BEST HERO - Christian Bale's BATMAN BEGINS. What kicked ass was the acceptance speech. check them out...
BEST KISS: "Thank you not for me, for all the others who are struggling with love, which is all of us"

BEST HERO: "I wanna thank him (Chris Nolan, director), for getting rid of those nipples." "My lovely wife, who is my personal Wonder Woman"

leavin' on a jet plane

simply knacked!!!! had 2 hours of sleep last nite, then when i hop on the plane to return to london, i only slept 2 hours...the worst thing, i ididn stuff my face with all the airline food that was served. to me, i couldn't finish my servings... hmmf... but the big accomplishment, i watch 5-6 movies...hahahahha.... hence i am very stonned now...

dunno wat to name tis...

HMMF... nuthing much to update really... my future flatmates, angela and her sis, karen found a nice place in fulham/putney area.. it seems like in a nice place... (well as long as no spiders)... but before i start whinging about it... i do understand that i dun have a massive budget... but i guess thats the way it is.. small budget, small room.. hmmmf.... after some calculations, and the thought tat financially i HAVE to work to pay my bills and rent... i have not a clue how am i going to afford it... well, it also a bit tricky, my dream job at royal opera house did not reply, guess i am not good enough *bye bye ed*... so i am waiting for the job search papers by the start of September to start sending out cvs and stuff.. hmmmf... i already started missing being a student... i miss the discounts and those last minute ticket deals at the opera house imagine paying purely £10 for a £90 seat!!!

red & white

went to the national day parade (for the first time) with janie and viv... feeling patriotic? hmmf oddly no... to begin with... behaviour of sporeans at the stadium... some were really inconsiderate and selfish... i dun think i wanna parade the embarassing moments online... just imagine the scenarios: giving out free goodie bags, getting a seat at the stadium..leaving and arriving at the stadium 20 mins before the parade starts... use ur wildest imagination...
anyway.. parade started.. 3 of us, went munching away, and electronically fanning ourselves... I would say, we took the outing at the parade as a picnic more than watching a parade.. hahahaha... so.. munch away we did... and watch the splendid arrangment Glen Goei did... lotsa special effects and fireworks display... lots of taxpayer money spent too... *ahem ahem* the singapore songs were singing, everyone dressed up in "uniform' red and white.. it feels like a national day in a primary school... i was in black and navy... cos i dun have any red, and white makes my boobies look big :p the fireworks display was beautiful... was short lived though... but.. better than nuthin.. then again.. i regret to say, i have seen better...

I cannot deny that we did see some awesome sunset skies (as you can tell from our photos). Last but not least, i thought it was the icing for the evening.. the moon lit sky, outside the stadium.. it showed serenity and stillness... Unfortunately i wasnt able to catch the beauty of the moon on my digicamera... but the idea is there.. it felt like a werewolf somewhere out there is just waiting to prance on YOU!!!

FANTASTIC NEWS!

Exceptionally good news to share today!!!! 2 actually.. heehee
FIRSTLY: I GOT MY VISA!!!! i got my working holiday visa approved! it is my ticket to more ballet in UK, more EDWARD WATSON, more royal ballet, more fun, more instant nunu, more freedom, more loneliness, more life.. heehee... "edward watson, here i come! woohoo..." i can't wait to be back to london, to start stepping into the dance scene... and of cos, dancing in the studios at Royal Ballet. HOORAY!!!
2nd and BETTER NEWS! tis one have to capital.. cos... its a bigger news than my visa news.. hahahah...MY STUDENT, KIMBERLEY ANDREWS, IN LONDON, DID HER INTERMEDIATE BALLET EXAMS AT THE ROYAL ACADEMY OF DANCE HEADQUARTERS (ppl say very hard to pass one, cos the standard of marking very high), AND SHE SCORED DISTINCTION!!!! i was terribly thrilled and proud of her.. heehee... she wrote me an email, and i cut and paste wat she wrote: *thank you for all your help and advice you gave me, it was so great to have you as a teacher, sure i couldn't have done it without you!!* AWWWWW these lil' moments will stay with me for a while and make my day, even if i step in poo (hopefully not) share my joy, people.. hahahahha

*SYOUNG*

Hi there SYOUNG,
whoever you are. drop me a msg, or an email, so that i can contact you. Thank you for your link. Do drop by my other blog: www.terpsichore-museofdance.blogspot.com
*suicidalpixie*

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my macbook and ipod has arrived.... got a bargain for them... let's not discuss them here... anyway... getting used to using a mac, I AM A MAC VIRGIN! hmmf... its not very very nice to me... maybe i am too used to a PC... with a mac, my blogs cannot post pictures at my command, which is very very annoying, and to add to the annoyance, i cannot change color of font in my blog... i feel extremely handicapped... what should i do??? argh!!!!!! i had so much difficulties just to post my blogs!!!! and i cannot video conference on MSN... only on yahoo. hmmf... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

BY THE WAY, THIS IS THE 88TH POST ON THIS BLOG, AND TODAY IS THE 8TH DAY OF THE 8TH MONTH OF THE YEAR. PURE COINCIDENCE!

HK / SZ

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yeah, been there and back.... was extremely hot, it was like walking through an enormous busy oven or kitchen... i realised, that most shops had air conditioning. and so were the houses and apartments... and these air cons were built to generate hot air into the open, causing more humidity and warmth in the streets... no wonder it felt like walking through a busy kitchen with hot steam sprouting out... anyway...One thing i like about HK, the city that never sleeps.. LITERALLY... people are in the streets at midnight, with faces as bright as they were at 9pm, and the streets are extremely busy, still packed with vendors and shoppers. Giordano is opened till midnight!!! and the following morning at 8ish, 9, people are back on the streets looking all fresh and vitalised... with such extraordinary sleeping pattern, the people still managed immaculate complexion. Remarkable...
I went on a eating marathon. had constipation during the entire 5 day trip... so it was all INPUT and Negative OUTPUT. my favourite must-have food each day, was a mango drink from xuliushan and yu-dan (fishballs) from those street vendors. yums yums... had a nice refreshing drink from Mcdavis (mcdonalds) lychee drink. and my XO porky chop chuqianyiding was delicious... the dim sum was fantastic too.. those har-kao (shrimp dumplings) oh my gosh.. they were divine.. hahahaha the skin was crystal-like clear and thin, the prawns in it were huge and succelent, the multiple prawns were stuck together with an egg batter which adds extra sweetness to the dish... AAAHHHH.... divine... the shopping was ok.. lots to see, nuthing much to buy... (i was too fussy). as we (travel companion, viv and eileen), got ourselve in Central (zhong wan), we pop ourselves into ON PEDDER, cos i was so attracted by the pair of shoes on display. In we got, and i was erm... cos there was a press conference happening at the same time. I asked the manager if it was better that we came back later, as we didnt want to intrude. He was welcoming and ask us to stay for a drink and have a look around. well, we did have A LOOK around... countless TAIS TAIS, and fashionista people... I won't be surprised if we were being eyeballed... a hongkong celeb was there as well. (findin her pic now, post it later)
One thing i thought was significantly hongkongish was the architecture...
off we head to shenzhen. it was filthy and filthy... nuthin to buy there... literally nuthin... hence we spent money on manicure, and pedicure... and mineral water.. hahahaha (even the water taste filthy)... for the very first time i had manicure and pedicure... and all for just S$8.00.. why not.. and when back in HK, i had to superrush with last minute mango puddng, mango drinks shopping to bring back to loved ones.. to share the yummy food with.. and damns... i had to rush to the airport while tugging the heavy mango stuffs... i swear, i will not do that again... i almost missed my flight, it was FINAL CALL already, and i was literally the last passenger to board...

preflight

off to the land of dim sum and mango pudding!!!! cunt wait... all the gorgeous food waiting for me... shopping??? hmmf... i'm not sure.. i havent been in a 'shopping' mode lately.. as in i havent been a spontaneous shopaholic lately... so we'll shall see what happens when i get back.. will it be full luggage, empty wallet, or will it be empty luggage full wallet.. hahahaha...time to sleep before i do my super super duper last minute packing just few hours before i head for the airport... oh.. got a window seat too, hopefully it doesnt show the wing of the plane.. cos i wanna take pic, and i gonna watch at least 2 films on board.. :p see everyone later then...

THE WHINGING PART 2

ARGH!!!!!!!!! so much work waiting for me to do.. my pilates observation hours and coaching hours to complete... ya.. about 300 hours... then, there is a fucking case study of ACL and pilates to babble about.. i need monee... :( i need to freelance teaching.... but i think employers out there are paying me peanuts... exploitation!!! argh!!!! wat should i do???? how to work, when i dun have those extra hours in the day to work and earn cash, while i fish money out for my pilates observation and coaching??? and i am in huge debts too.. have to pay my mum monee for my studies... a huge sum of money... unless i found a gold mine or sell my saggy arse and titties... i dun think i can pay her back within the next 5 years.... HELP HELP HELP!!!!

russell peters

mixed parentage:
indian+jewish=HIN-JEWS
holland+philipines=HOLLA-PINOS
french+greek=FREAK
cuba+iceland=ICE CUBES
hilarious hilarious... check him out

one more...

its fascinating... another review of mine got published again... i am extremely pleased... 3rd one in 3 months.. i managed 1 post every month... very very happy... probably none for the next 2 months cos i am here, and nuthing much for me to write about.... but still i am very happie.. heehee.. this is the link: http://www.ballet.co.uk/magazines/yr_06/aug06/ct_rev_rbs_0706.htm

THE WHINGING part 1

argh!!!!!!!!! i lost my independence when i am back.. i need to 'report' to people around me where i am going, what am i doing for the day, and what have i done the day before, etc...its so none of anyone's business... on top of that.. i feel like there is a million and one 'chores' to complete (well not literally). pack my room, meet people, meet relatives that i have never meet since i was 16years old, go to temple, pray, etc....these are chores that i relunctantly had to do... why can't i just continue with my personal life, doing things that i like, and being alone... i am in a phase where, i do not like to talk.... i don't mind sms, or msn messaging... but there are times where i just want some "CELINE" time, all to myself.... so shoo away people... shoo away errands and chores... let me enjoy my holiday the way i like it...

discovery!!!

heehee... ransacking my cupboard at 3am... guess wat i found.. my collection of unused calenders (they are far too precious to be hanging on the wall, they are just preserving in plastics in my cupboard). They are mainly ballet ones, which frens had bought for me over the years.. i found one, 2002 calender, published by Dance Books, featuring dancers from the Royal Ballet. How fantastic, there was a brilliant picture of ed!!! and pic of roberto bolle, alina, tamara, etc.. it was a fantastic discovery at such a time... i am so happy..hahahaha this is the picture of ed, which i found in the calender.. INDULGE, people.. INDULGE indeed...

quickie

a quickie msg: back in spore now.. the HEAT, the HUMIDITY, the HUM SUP LOHs... so many 'H's... lotsa work to be done in my agenda... will post pictures and whinges soon.. now.. i'm jus missin ed and the royal ballet :'(

Equilibrium - 2002

Just finished a magnificient film on telly, Equilibrium (2002). This is the sypnosis: In a futuristic world, a strict regime has eliminated war by suppressing emotions: books, art and music are strictly forbidden and feeling is a crime punishable by death. Cleric John Preston (Bale) is a top ranking government agent responsible for destroying those who resist the rules. When he misses a dose of Prozium, a mind-altering drug that hinders emotion, Preston, who has been trained to enforce the strict laws of the new regime, suddenly becomes the only person capable of overthrowing it. Christian Bale seemed to developed his character of Patrick Bateman from American Psycho (2000), by maintaining the essence of an icy cold killer, and adding more fighting stunts, which i thought put Matrix to SHAME SHAME SHAME. The battle choreography is inspired by chinese kungfu, and japanese samurai fighting, with the use of new-age weapons. This can be a rather disturbing film, difficult to understand in the beginning, but it begin to make sense at about 30 mins later. All the stunts are done without wires, all flips and leaps were done with a trampoline. Highly impressive. Invincible John Preston (Bale) was dressed all suavely and looked exceptionally sharp. It seemed to me, Christian Bale's preparation of Batman was properly prepared with American Psycho and Equilibrium. Definitely recommend this film to BOYS, GUYS, MEN... the fighting scenes were done with style and swiftness. My jaw almost dropped when they show the 1st and 2nd fight scenes. Unfortunately, becos of the plot, there is quite a long wait between the fights. There are some smaller fight scenes, but the last scene was the best. Look out for the lines that were used. Wit, and charm. Equilibrium is the bridge between American Psycho and Batman.

all else's not lost

missed Ed's Paris in Spain... was utterly disappointed. but all else's not lost... i watch the royal ballet school's performance this evening and was impressed with the rising stars of tomorrow. Some of the outstanding elites from the school made my day with their captivating performance and choreography.. pixie is a happie fairy now... heehee... looking forward to ballet class at the opera house tomoro... a bit sad that it will be my last class, cos i am returning home :(*sob sob*

yums to the tums

finally, after 3 years.. i finally got my tums tums to some yums yums... hahahaha... nonya, the restaurant is singaporean operated, by christina ong's princess, melissa. the food proved to be as authentic as it could have been... we (my parents) and i had laksa (long awaited), har-jiong kai aka prawn paste chicken, and prawn curry... it was yums to the tums.. parents came to visit, for my convocation.. brought them to places that i always wanted to go for food, but never able to bear to part with the cash... and if i did i will probably just reprimand myself for being a spoilt princess for having a luxury lifestyle...

wat now?

hmmf... no more stuff to study... which is always good.. what's instore for me for summer? well.. to begin wif... i gonna edit my postcards collection, my ed's pictures (to put on his blog), to update my 'review' blog, watch lotsa lotsa ed dvd to get over my 'ed-withdrawal syndrome'. and of cos, update my blog wif more pix that have been storing in my folders.. and i need a new LAPPIE... hmmf.. the other day my laptop blacked out, and my ed folders stated: there are no pictures found. i almost died... hence i think i better get a proper laptop when i get back. goin to do my backup of files now.. then gonna get back to bloggin :p

bleach!!!!

i passed my pilates written exam.. hahahaha got 78.5% hahaha well the passing quota is 70% not very high.. but me no care... i can burn all my pilates notes.. (not!) anyway.. good tat i passed.. no need to read those boring stuff anymore..

wanna bet???

i bet 10 pounds that i am gonna fail my pilates written exam this friday... any takers?

vidx vidx

something to share... posted some vidz on youtube.com u can check it out.. my username is suicidalpixie these are some of the stuff u will see.. i have 2 vidz of ed, and 2 other are my choreography. there is a short clip of CHOCOLATISM, and sun yanzi's music to my DEVADASI. the recording for all the videos are rather crap, so bear with it.. its totally amateur and D-grade. and why i put it up??? well... as you can tell, i was BORED and PATHETIC.

short encounter

was at the opera house again today for a ballet class, as i was leaving the building, i hop on to the lift alone. and the entire place was so big, i was unsure of which level was it to get out of the building. i ended on the Stage Level, and apparently that wasn't right.. ivan putrov and bennet gartside were transporting their ballet trunks (in preparation for their madrid tour) in the opera house on a sunday...well, ending up with ivan putrov, principal dancer of the royal ballet in the same lift. was awkward in a way, cos, there was there uncomfortable silence. i broke the ice, and ask how was he (gosh, i was shocked by my bravery), and asked if he has recovered well. he responded readily, and we end up talkin bout his injury, which coincidently, same as mine, an anterior crucciate ligment reconstruction in the knee (ACL). chat went quite well, i guessed, i bet he couldn't wait to get out of the lift and away from tis pyscho bitch who asked him questions... but i dun really care, i just took it, as a normal thing to do, to ask how was his injury, and wish him well. the thing is, i could easily strike a conversation with anyone from royal ballet, i think.. but not for.. ahem ahem... *wink wink*